Monday, June 12, 2006

Shame

And I thought it was going to be a dull week, being sick and all. The world has turned upside down at work. Everything is falling apart. Has got nothing to do with my absence but has something to do with my incompetence for sure. Oh well…not much good talking about it now.

All good things end, sooner or later. Never better too much on the word ‘fair’ – got nothing to do with how things work. Still it all feels fucking absurd! There is no reason in this world. You can do everything right and still end up with a raw deal. The people who cant do anything right on the other hand are better off. For one thing they are never stressed since they are never working. They can just wait for others to finish their work so that they can chip in with their constructive criticisms and get patted on the back. All good and reasonable I’m sure. Just that it feels so freaking impossible when I think about it!

Anyhow, I’m sure it wont be too hard for me to live with this shame. I should be thankful that I am not a man of substance cause its obvious that they are the ones who take the pain, get things done and then end up with a bad deal.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well it’s a known fact that cock suckers climb their way up.

weatherman said...

I dont mind that man! As long as they rnt climbing up ma ass I got no complaints.

nalumoni said...

don't let this get you down. we all make mistakes and all. think of it as a learning experience and consciously make the effort to pull yourself up, to the bright side of the bridge.

about people who use others' as crutches - well, they're asses. i shall join you in your hatred for them. this could be a silent protest.

Anonymous said...

i totally agree with nowal apu... if you are not using others as ladder and keeping yourself on the right track, you should be proud of yourself even if you don't get recognition... i know its not always possible.. but never get jealous of someone who has got something he doesn't deserve

weatherman said...

Thanks people, for all your input. Actually the post came out wrong. It wasnt supposed to be a hate post like it turned out to be. For some reason I couldnt write about the issue more clearly. Someone we look upto at work has quitted his job and we were upset about it. And then I guess I took the easiest way out, - tried to blame it all on somebody.

Anonymous said...

hope you get over it soon :)

nalumoni said...

i am not even going to pretend to understand what had happened...but chin up nonetheless pal.